2nd best

Acutely felt the sense of inadequacy again -- it's such a strange feel...

To think that it is an affliction that had plagued me, and probably by now, it's now all gone...

But simply an outing could bring back all those insecurities, shame, and guilt.

"No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will hold to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon" Matthew 6:24

"But seek first His Kingdom, and these things shall be added to you" Luke 12:31

"Therefore do not be anxious for tomorrow; for tomorrow will take care of itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own" Matthew 6.34